I'm really jobless. It's a great feeling which is so rare. I feel like doing everything, but what i'm doing right now? I did nothing that I am supposed to and did everything else but that. confused hai kya?? well, same pinch. That's how I'm feeling now. So i decided to write what all i have been doing in my life these days.
For the last two months, i can't imagine my life without music. It has become a part of my life. I've spent and been spending hours listening to music and songs which i hadn't listened to for a long.
Did you ever let music to make love to you?? Tease you, touch you, move you, make you laugh, make you cry, make you feel alive, make you dance, make you feel special ?? I did...
At first something appealed, the lyrics, music and something. The next time i payed more attention to what actually captivated me. I closed my eyes and just let the music flow through me. I could sense each word slowly entering my brain and slowly creep into my heart, till i subconsciously stop whatever I'm doing and sit in one place, eyes closed, mouth silenced, my ears listening, my brain absorbing and my heart feeling..
Sometimes, i find myself smiling, change my expressions passionately with varying levels of intensity. We couldn't help music capturing us. I was elated and sometimes petrified too, listening to the music. So today to all the music directors and lyricists who have the power to petrify the crazy one's, i just want to say you people rock!
While I'm writing all this, sipping a cup of tea which was half full and half empty, I'm feeling the same :( ,so full of feelings yet bereft of companion ship. As the title of my blog says "let's hope", every single day i hope you will love me and every single second you slip away from me like time. Time is flying but i have no wings to fly. I want to capture moments with you and I want to share my life with you but all you have is time for yourself. I'm in search of the "you" i have mentioned.
Life sends both laughs and tears in your way, but joys are so powerful that they have the ability to make tearful moments seem mundane. And that is how I'm living. Focusing on the positives, enjoying work and life and quickly getting over and snapping away from the moments i feel low. After all .. zindegi migzara!!
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