Back to blog again !!
With pen in hand, pad on table
trying to scribble, which i'm unable !!
Not because I have much time to spare, but have feelings that need to be vented out. This is the only place in the world where all my sufferings can be converted into a good prose ( may be not ). To vent out the feelings that are being ripped into shreds .. No big deal !!
The last few months have been the lowest I have ever reached in my life and the most painful too. And yes, shit happens to us all and life always sucks.
Will I let this eternal pain kill me??
Or will I accept like most of us do and live life with suffering forever ??
How can I escape from all the sufferings?? Is there any kind of acupressure to heal the damage??
Should I always be surrounded with people other than myself ?
Should I involve in incessant partying ??
Should I lie in a couch grabbing a book and a cup of tea ??
I can give any damn to get out of this hell.
Sometimes it feels weird when we realize we have spent so much time with people who are no longer connected to us. They leave just a void in us and let us into a blackhole.
There comes a time in our lives when we can't help but ask ourselves whether to "Stay back or Move on"
If you wanna stay back, you will.
If you wanna Move on, you will.
You will understand why? only after several years when you sit under a big tree (this is the way old , big tree can be replaced by a large cafeteria) and try to connect all the dots of your life.. !!!
Many of my friends have an idea that heart is just a pumping organ and has nothing to do with the feelings. But, I would deny it completely.
Uptil now, I have not given any thought of ending the life and now, I see there is no life to end !!
The only inhibiting factor in our progress in life is an inability to let go and so I'm unable.
Well, you can see all the myriad of negative thoughts piling up now and the good omen is that i'm aware that these are negative.
Here goes the positive ones..
The other day, I had a good discussion with a lovely friend from school days about these sufferings. Had I been reluctant to discuss the things i wouldn't have get the master sentence "YEH PAL BEETH JAAYEGA"- This moment will pass away !! referring to the story of akbar and birbal.
This is the only sentence that can make a rich man cry and a poor man laugh.. !!
Thanks for stopping by and I really appreciate your patience to read all these bakwaas baatein 
With pen in hand, pad on table
trying to scribble, which i'm unable !!
Not because I have much time to spare, but have feelings that need to be vented out. This is the only place in the world where all my sufferings can be converted into a good prose ( may be not ). To vent out the feelings that are being ripped into shreds .. No big deal !!
The last few months have been the lowest I have ever reached in my life and the most painful too. And yes, shit happens to us all and life always sucks.
Will I let this eternal pain kill me??
Or will I accept like most of us do and live life with suffering forever ??
How can I escape from all the sufferings?? Is there any kind of acupressure to heal the damage??
Should I always be surrounded with people other than myself ?
Should I involve in incessant partying ??
Should I lie in a couch grabbing a book and a cup of tea ??
I can give any damn to get out of this hell.
Sometimes it feels weird when we realize we have spent so much time with people who are no longer connected to us. They leave just a void in us and let us into a blackhole.
There comes a time in our lives when we can't help but ask ourselves whether to "Stay back or Move on"
If you wanna stay back, you will.
If you wanna Move on, you will.
You will understand why? only after several years when you sit under a big tree (this is the way old , big tree can be replaced by a large cafeteria) and try to connect all the dots of your life.. !!!
Many of my friends have an idea that heart is just a pumping organ and has nothing to do with the feelings. But, I would deny it completely.
Uptil now, I have not given any thought of ending the life and now, I see there is no life to end !!
The only inhibiting factor in our progress in life is an inability to let go and so I'm unable.
Well, you can see all the myriad of negative thoughts piling up now and the good omen is that i'm aware that these are negative.
Here goes the positive ones..
The other day, I had a good discussion with a lovely friend from school days about these sufferings. Had I been reluctant to discuss the things i wouldn't have get the master sentence "YEH PAL BEETH JAAYEGA"- This moment will pass away !! referring to the story of akbar and birbal.
This is the only sentence that can make a rich man cry and a poor man laugh.. !!
After all, when the game is over, the king and the pan go back to same boxes !!
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